There are things in life that can only be overcome with the help of our Creator. I believe that is intentional. I believe it is to show us that there is only one True G-d…and it is not us. I also believe it is to draw us toward Him because He wants so much to be in relationship with us.
All the things of this world that look so “good” to us and that we think will bring us happiness are NOTHING compared to Him and what He has for us in the next life if we can just trust Him in this life.
Stop chasing the things of this life. Stop fighting your personal “demons” on your own. Stop running. Seek Him. He has promised to reveal Himself to all who truly seek Him.